Showing posts with label hopelessness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label hopelessness. Show all posts

Tuesday, November 24, 2015

Cast Adrift

This is not my personal experience but I watched my mother go through deep depression on a number of occasions. You can only love and be with them, reason and life advice is worthless.

Cast adrift
Far from the shore
A rift in the Star Trek thing
My time line's not in sync anymore
Some days it seems I've lost my way
Some days, I don't know, it's hard to say 
I'm played like a ball in 
A restless sea 
Pushed by the fates enveloping me 
Laughed at by those little gremlins 
Whose job makes ours tougher 
Shadows on the edge of your mind 
That thrive while we suffer 
Don't tell me tomorrow's another day 
And when the sun shines we'll go 
Back out to play 
Don't tell me life's a blast 
And to savour each parsec while it lasts 
I see the black cloud 
That billows and flaps 
And wraps us up 
Tight as a shroud 
I see the end
I see the deep 
I see the release found in unsettled sleep
I know what it is to wither 
To be afraid and alone 
To stand there and dither
I know what it is to embrace the abyss
To step in the dark and not to resist 
To close my eyes and swallow the draught 
To enter the dream where those gremlins laughed 
I know you know 
That the end's down below 
In a fathomless pit
Where the nightmares grow. 

SE