Oh God

Here we go again I hear me say...another little plea for understanding. But what's to understand? It's the way of the world. Things aren't fair or unfair they are actual. 
Still...

Oh God

If there is a God

Oh God if there isn't.

Things happen around me

And I don't have a clue anymore.

Everything's young and new

And I don't wear the right shoes anymore.

Was everything bright and blue?

If so that doesn't seem true anymore.

Oh God

If you're listening

Oh God if you can't.

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In Dreams

Today I went for a walk. I promised myself over Christmas I would get more exercise this year and try to be a little bit healthier but this wasn't one of those walks. 

Yesterday, Friday 13th of January 2012 my Dad was told his cancer had returned, no real details at this stage but there isn't much to add I doubt. He looked so small and helpless in his dressing gown in the ward and me trying to give him hope. I hope there is hope..

This came from the walk:

Think of something else to think at at.

But don't think about that.

Look at the trees

And look at the river

Look at the sky

In dreams he'll be there with her

In dreams I'll be there too

In dreams my mother whispers

We're both so proud of you.

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